argh

it's very hard to accept any lost.
sh*t! sh*t! sh*t!
that's a very bad thing to end the day.
anyway, sorry for the language.

Shall We Dance? @ Lido Palace

Last night's event was... fiuh...
Probably because of panic attack, we forgot the dance movements at hour-1 before the game...
Well, manage to remember them again minute-20...

Jadi, kemaren itu bisa dibilang tampil dengan
20% skill dan 80% NEKAT
=D

As I Promised Before...

Ladies and gentleman, this is Ramot speaking...


I will dance using...




together with my cinderella-wannabe partner...


(maap gag jelas :p)
tomorrow night.

Wish us luck! :)

Pengumuman

For all of you,

There will be a dance competition on Wednesday, August 02 2006.
Place: Lido Palace Dance Studio, Harco Mangga Dua
Time: 18.00 till finish

I'm Thinking....

Of quitting one of the jobs I have right now.
The one in Pondok Indah.

Why?

Omigod....

This is my (punya saya, bukan punya maya) weekly schedule for a minimum of 3 months:

Monday:
07.00: awake di kost, mandi
BERCABANG KE
09.00: ke ametis, kerja
12.00: lat dansa di depok atau salemba
13.30: berangkat ke pondok indah, kerja
ATAU
08.30: ke pondok indah, kerja
LALU
17.30: ke pancoran buat lat dansa
19.00: dansa
22.00: balik ke depok
23.00: sampai di ametis, kerja
01.00: tidur di ametis
08.00: pergi ke pondok indah
09.20: sampai di pondok indah, kerja

Devil's Advocate

Hi, fellas, it feels like a month since the last time I scrapped this blog...
wait... it IS a month... well, pardon me, please xD

Anyway, this time I will write about Devil's Advocate. Whazzat? That is, my friend, a movie.

Damn....

Small Linux...
eh salah

A minusssssss
well, gara2 gw lupa seh... gapapa deh...
....
...
..
DAMN
~huh

What if...

I've just watch v for vendetta.... well, a little late, isn't it?
But anyway, the idea that v wants to deliver is really buggin' my mind...
What if all i know now is what other people want me to know?
What if your government hide something? what if your Reverend or Bishop hide something?
What if the religion you are in are being used? It's all in the name of religion?
Can you still believe your Reverend if he/she also stands in political field?


What really happended in G 30 S PKI riot?
V for vendetta gives you a stab right through the heart, dear my friends that have religion (which means almost everyone), because there's one absolute thing in all religion:
"This is the right one, the others are false"


Jem said
"Who made up all the rules?
We follow them just like fools.."


I found that the translation of Bible in Indonesian doesn't really match with the Bible such as in King James version, and sometimes i found it very annoying, because a different translation could make a very different view.
I found that the "muqqadima", an opening chapter in Indonesian version Koran (not the Koran, remember) is filled with one-eye judgement of other religions.


In the end good thing happens to people that has power, because the ending in v for vendetta only happens in an ideal world.
In the end I sometimes become a pragmatist idealist.... and atheist. Sometimes I cannot trust people anymore.


In the darkness age, corrupted people reigns in the Church. Killing people that protest them "in the name of Jesus" is allowed back then. Galileo was sentenced death by saying that sun is the centre of the universe. They said "He went against Holy Scripture." Who said it again? They.
Mohammed seems can't think of any ways to save widows and smart child from evil other than marry them. Jihad is seems to be a hobby too, because 72 virgins awaits you in heaven. "Boom! Headshot! Oh yess I got 72 virgins!" You still think of having virgins after you died? What the...

Can you still believe in the content of a book that they claimed?


Christianity is not a religion, fyi. I'm not believing Jesus as my savior from having to go to church every sunday. I believe in Him because of my private encounter with Him. That's all. When I said that I believe in Jesus, doesn't mean that I have a religion.


But then they said that in order to believe Jesus you have to believe that I must believe in Bible.
Who said that again? They did.
Well, can you give me the real translation of the original one? Not the one with any "penghalusan bahasa" or any other bull sh*t of your own thinking, dear orang-orang-di-departemen-agama?

Aahh, this is what will happen if you poison short-minded people. :P



Anyway,
Sometimes i got really annoyed when I was in "pelayanan", some people just saying "What if we don't get enough money to make the event?"


I don't say that they lack of faith about "Yesus pasti menolong", but what I really think is,
Why do they don't afraid of this thing
"What if the people that got here tomorrow won't really have a private encounter with God?"


All they care is about having enough money to make a big event.
Dear friends, it is the event that will be in their heart, not the God.

Syuuuh...

It's almost 1 pm
Come to think of it,
Why the hell am I still bein' in 1233 on Sunday?
-.-;