22 Juli 2006

Devil's Advocate

Hi, fellas, it feels like a month since the last time I scrapped this blog...
wait... it IS a month... well, pardon me, please xD

Anyway, this time I will write about Devil's Advocate. Whazzat? That is, my friend, a movie.

16 Juni 2006

Damn....

Small Linux...
eh salah

A minusssssss
well, gara2 gw lupa seh... gapapa deh...
....
...
..
DAMN
~huh

07 Juni 2006

What if...

I've just watch v for vendetta.... well, a little late, isn't it?
But anyway, the idea that v wants to deliver is really buggin' my mind...
What if all i know now is what other people want me to know?
What if your government hide something? what if your Reverend or Bishop hide something?
What if the religion you are in are being used? It's all in the name of religion?
Can you still believe your Reverend if he/she also stands in political field?


What really happended in G 30 S PKI riot?
V for vendetta gives you a stab right through the heart, dear my friends that have religion (which means almost everyone), because there's one absolute thing in all religion:
"This is the right one, the others are false"


Jem said
"Who made up all the rules?
We follow them just like fools.."


I found that the translation of Bible in Indonesian doesn't really match with the Bible such as in King James version, and sometimes i found it very annoying, because a different translation could make a very different view.
I found that the "muqqadima", an opening chapter in Indonesian version Koran (not the Koran, remember) is filled with one-eye judgement of other religions.


In the end good thing happens to people that has power, because the ending in v for vendetta only happens in an ideal world.
In the end I sometimes become a pragmatist idealist.... and atheist. Sometimes I cannot trust people anymore.


In the darkness age, corrupted people reigns in the Church. Killing people that protest them "in the name of Jesus" is allowed back then. Galileo was sentenced death by saying that sun is the centre of the universe. They said "He went against Holy Scripture." Who said it again? They.
Mohammed seems can't think of any ways to save widows and smart child from evil other than marry them. Jihad is seems to be a hobby too, because 72 virgins awaits you in heaven. "Boom! Headshot! Oh yess I got 72 virgins!" You still think of having virgins after you died? What the...

Can you still believe in the content of a book that they claimed?


Christianity is not a religion, fyi. I'm not believing Jesus as my savior from having to go to church every sunday. I believe in Him because of my private encounter with Him. That's all. When I said that I believe in Jesus, doesn't mean that I have a religion.


But then they said that in order to believe Jesus you have to believe that I must believe in Bible.
Who said that again? They did.
Well, can you give me the real translation of the original one? Not the one with any "penghalusan bahasa" or any other bull sh*t of your own thinking, dear orang-orang-di-departemen-agama?

Aahh, this is what will happen if you poison short-minded people. :P



Anyway,
Sometimes i got really annoyed when I was in "pelayanan", some people just saying "What if we don't get enough money to make the event?"


I don't say that they lack of faith about "Yesus pasti menolong", but what I really think is,
Why do they don't afraid of this thing
"What if the people that got here tomorrow won't really have a private encounter with God?"


All they care is about having enough money to make a big event.
Dear friends, it is the event that will be in their heart, not the God.

04 Juni 2006

Syuuuh...

It's almost 1 pm
Come to think of it,
Why the hell am I still bein' in 1233 on Sunday?
-.-;

11 Mei 2006

nostraRamus says...

don't know why,
but i really feel this atmosphere,
that in this late weeks to graduation,

15 April 2006

kenapa...

kalau aku ga ketemu atau mikirin kamu,
hidupku jadi lebih ceria?
mood ku ga turun?
aku ga harus bingung nyari bahan apa yang mau dibicarakan?
aku ga merasa tertekan?

kenapa kalau dengan kamu itu...
kita banyakan diamnya?
kita sering gak nyambung?

padahal aku pengenn... banget nyambung sama kamu...
aku udah berusaha bagusin hubunganku dengan kamu...
tapi kayanya kamu ga mau kalau hubungan kita bagus...
gimana yah?

TA oh TA... -.-;

30 Maret 2006

Hati-hati Beli Al Qur'an Yah =)

Sebelum membaca postingan kali ini harap dicamkan baik baik:
  • Pertama, saya sama sekali TIDAK membahas isi wahyu Al Qur'an di sini. Yang saya bahas adalah isi pembukaan (Muqaddimah) yang ditulis pada halaman-halaman sebelum wahyu Al Qur'an itu sendiri. Saya juga tidak akan memojokkan agama apapun di sini.
  • Kedua, buku yang saya pegang ini agak2 outdated (1997), semoga saja isinya sudah berubah, tetapi kalau belum berubah jadikanlah postingan saya ini sebagai referensi dan pertimbangan.

27 Maret 2006

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Help! Help! SOS! Emergency condition here! I'm in desperate need of few, well, not quite few, things!

12 Maret 2006

My Weekly Life

Sebenarnya, kalau dipikir2 hidup saya itu sudah menyenangkan....

Senin sampai Kamis saya sibuk dengan kuliah, TA dan sorenya berjuang naik Debby yang selalu penuh itu untuk ngajar demi mencari sesuap nasi dan sebongkah berlian. Pulang ngajar malam harinya, seringkali pukul 9 malam ke atas, tetap dengan Debby yang penuh luar biasa, tetapi seringkali pada saat-saat seperti itulah saya mendapat waktu untuk sendiri dan bisa berpikir tentang hidup saya, apa yang saya lakukan, apa yang ingin saya lakukan, apa yang ingin saya raih, tentang orang2 yang saya sayangi, tentang teman2 saya yang saya sayangi, and yes saat itu sering saya sadari my life's not special but it's GREAT. Seringkali saya notice bahwa orang2 di dalam Debby melihat saya dengan aneh, mungkin karena saya sering senyum2 sendiri saat sedang berpikir. Waks, dikira gila atau pada geer dikirain saya senyum ke dia kali yah. Tempat favorit saya (kalau tidak sedang sakit) adalah tepat di bagian pintu keluar. The breezy night wind really cools me down after my daily activity.